Introspect

I got caught up on Grey's finally this weekend. Yes, I know it's fake drama and none of that crap really happens that often in a hospital but Cristina said something that made me wake up too.

She said she let Burke take a little piece of her at a time, so small that she didn't even notice until she was standing at the altar with no eyebrows and not recognizing herself yet still she would have married Burke. She had given up everything that she believed in and had passion for to please him.

....

I don't know where my camera is; or my sketchbook; or my score sheets; or my bucket list for that matter. I don't remember the last new restaurant I tried or street fest I attended.

So today I strummed a guitar for the first time and hell I sucked but that flint; that amber of flame re- ignited and I felt me again. The passionate me, the expressive me, the give my all me awoke and as a promise to myself nobody will be given the time of day for trying to snuff it.

"if you lose yourself who is left but nobody. "







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You Have to Wonder

One of those days at the office where the work was neverending and nothing was going right. Got my first real slap in the face when I realized everything I was giving just wasn't good enough.

I finally managed to claw my way home in hopes of warmth and comfort but instead I'm met with sarcasm about how it's nice I finally decided to come home. And here I thought it was cold outside...

Today definitely falls under the column of 'forget me please'.

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Dear John

I finished my book.
It was a disappointment at best.
Mr. Sparks don't write any more stupid books.

Ice Ice Baby

Do you remember him?
ICE-ICE BABY
He was the half time show at the Raptors Game on Wed...

I wonder how old he is... 45? 50?

HAHAHA...

Good ol' memories.

On another note - Raps gave me a scare - trailing at one point by almost 20.... to the nets...
WTF...

Good thing we cleaned out and walked away with a W.

Free pizza - that I never capitalize on.

Chinese - Free.... Guess I'm just not that chinese afterall!

Looking forward to the slam-dunk contest - though, not too many interesting contestants even if DeMar does make it.